Friday, January 30, 2015

The way you make me feel

Love. What is this feeling? It can mean various things. I suppose. Like the feeling you get when you care enough. Or the feeling as if you dislike someone but still care about them extremely enough to say you love them, but yet you won't like them. What differentiates them both? Is it the fact that one can like a person, place, or thing just enough to accept them. To the point where if you liked them enough, you grow fond of it, and that closeness becomes deeper. As if closeness, makes you comfortable, and that comfort brings you relaxation, which makes you happy. I like to think that Happiness is like a drug. You fiend for it it more than anything. I think love is a combination of feelings that adds up to itself. Or maybe a math problem which has no limit. Because as much feelings you add to the equation, you can put an infinite of feelings, ones that don't even fit, because they don't even exist. So it becomes unsolvable. It's not in reach, but yet it's as if you're at home with the results. Love is like home, a place you can claim your own. A place where there's comfort, a place you feel relaxed, a place where you can be happy. It's a state of mind that can only be felt. You create your own definition of love. I mean because it is used in different contexts, just as that, it can be felt in different ways. There should not be a limit to the wonders of exploration. Love is exploring something new. Something different, but yet familiar. That's how I feel about being IN LOVE. It's a journey you have to take willingly. Knowing that you might be the only one on that journey. And it shouldn't stop you from disregarding this wonderful feeling. Because I believe that it's worth it. Everyone should experience their own meaning of Love. It's better to feel love, than to have never loved at all. Whether you're in or out, there's no regrets in ever taking that step into the cloud. Because it's foggy, you don't know what's at the other end, all you have is yourself, your hope, and your faith. Your self will get you through the fog, however long the trip to the other end can be, you get this feeling like if you're about to get on a roller coaster, you're excited but your body tickles and you're nervous. But that's where your hope puts his hand on your back as he leads you through the fog. Your faith keeps you grounded, your faith believes that it's not just you in that journey but that there's someone right next to you who also is in for the ride, so you feel invincible. Whatever lies at the end, will be worth it. I'm still on this journey. With the love of my life, my soulmate, my partner. This journey of finding ourselves loving each other as deep as one can feel IN LOVE. It's scary, I can admit. You feel like they are the only thing that matters. That the sky can be falling and the only thing to worry is if my ray of sunshine is with me. I am the safest when I'm with him. I'm at peace knowing he's by my side, and that he's the last person to see my smile. And I'm the last person to feel his touch and warmth. To feel his soul and him feel mine. I will never stop loving him. I just want him to come away with me, not just for a while, but for the while we have been given with each other. This feeling is a sure one. It's more definite then the feeling I've had for anything. I go mad, just rambling on, Its just the way you make me feel. It's the adventure I've been searching for. Even though I always thought myself as a free spirit, you're the one that frees my spirit from the confinement of my own evil, and brings me peace. I guess being in love is having a good piece of mind, and being at peace with the makings in your life. 

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