My girl

9-27-14 Everyday I wake up, I thank The Lord for another day of life. I thank him for the blessings he gives me and pray for those in my life. But today I woke up to a message I wish was not true. My dearest friend Jasmine Flores had moved to San Jose California from New Mexico being the new girl, I worked security with her and aside from that we were really close friends. She moved back to Albuquerque 6 weeks ago and I didn't get to see her before she left. And just this Saturday she left this world, it is with a heavy heart that I wish her family my deepest condolences and my prayers go out to you. She was an incredible person with the most highest of dreams and goals. Never a dull moment with this beauty. She was always happy about life! No matter what obstacles were thrown her way she welcomed the challenge and made it hers. One of my closest friends, and only friends that I've known to this day pass away. It's really hard to believe. Everyday is a blessing, and everyday I'm thankful, and everyday I pray for those I love so much. We should always treat the days we have like if it's our last, have you made a difference today? Did you make someone smile today? Did you give thanks for everything you have in life? I know that I will do this every living day. I thank Jasmine for all the beautiful times we've had and all the beautiful places we shared. And I thank her for opening my heart up to new things and new perspectives I love you Jasmine and I will miss you SO MUCH. Until the day we see each other again. Xoxo my girl. 💖💕✨

Oceans wonder

The difference between love and infatuation is that one moment you can be extremely infatuated by somebody or something you go mad. But just as quick as it is to be infatuated it's just as quick to get over it. But with love it grows on you it's an infatuation that becomes more subtle, more accepting, more comfortable. It becomes a good habit, it becomes a good hobby, it becomes the most important thing in your life. It becomes a part of you. You are in it, you are in love. Love is the ocean while infatuation is a puddle. A puddle is good for a day, an ocean is good for decades. A puddle is fun for the moment, the ocean is deep and full of wonders. Why splash in the puddle when you can swim in the ocean. 

Welcome the light

The look he gives me is piercing. It pierces my eyes like the light of day shining through the windows of your home. While you welcome the morning, I welcome his soul. 

The look of an angel wrapping his sweet arms around me holding me close and tight making me feel like there's no where better but here. Here in this moment, here in this place with this beauty, with this face, with those eyes that say more than words can. That show more than actions can. That show more than the present but show the future. It can make you time travel forward in time and make you realize the only moment that mattered was that moment when you first found out that was the moment that will determine your life. The happiness the sadness the ups and the downs. The success of that look, those eyes, from that one person, from that one soul. From that ray of sunshine that woke you up, and opened the curtains of your lashes and shined through the window of your eyes and welcomed the day. Oh how blessed I am for another day. 

Galaxy

I wake every morning blessed with life, blessed with a partner that I share my whole self with. A partner that is the definition of a left hand man. A partner one can share memories with. A partner that will add detail to my story while I add creativity. Together finishing a chapter in ones life, anxious to create another chapter full of light and spontaneity. My partner is my treasure. My partner is my world. The only world I want to live in, the only world I would want to be a part of. He is my world and I am his galaxy.  

Good times

In the end, I can't be mad, because it was a good ride, the risk was worth it, the experience was great, we had good times.