Vulnerable Emotions of a Naked Mind

I'm not in the best state to Focus, Vulnerable emotions are taking over me, I just feel like being locked in my room with my thoughts and feelings, emotions and body. I want to draw, splatter the wall with paint of emotions. Colors; None, Shades of Gray. Dance under a waterfall of color to paint me a pretty body over mind. Mentality loopt, Indie Hipster music Feed, Paper and water stencils and charcoal, Naked Body Naked Mind. Refresh, Restart, Reset. Every time I close my eyes I feel better, I see what I want to be. When I open them, I see everything I don't Need.